Last WBP

 
Hey guise. This will be my last WBP (weekly blog post) para la clase de ingles. Hopefully, I will remember to come back to it and write a little something something once in a while. One day, when I'm older with a house, job, and family, maybe I'll come back to this blog and tell my children of my practically paperless English class during my sophomore year of high school. This week has been pretty alright up until today, but I'd rather not get into that cause no one wants to hear another female complaining about all the little things, haha. I think this was the week that it really hit me that the school year is ending. After seeing people exchange prom pictures, yearbooks, and the senior talent show, I can really feel things slowly paving the way for summer. The home work load has been decreasing and the cramming for finals are pretty much in place. This whole time, I've been craving for a little piece of summer to come my way, but now that it's here, I want to hold on to the school year for just a bit longer. I want to linger in the hallways a bit longer, take my sweet time going to class, and just slow it down. After this, we'll all be upperclassmen. It is a bit saddening to think about, because I have lost so many friendships and I think next year will just further that rift. After this year, we're all buckling down. Getting ready with our SAT preps and our PSATs, careers and colleges to think about, no more ball games, putting into motion our dreams for the new generation. I make it sound like we are the ones about to graduate, but the time is probably going to elapse in the blink of an eye.
    “Now you caught my heart for the evening, kissed my cheek, moved in, you confuse things. Should I just sit out or come harder? Help me find my way” Blah blah blah. Why do I keep hearing this song in my head when I'm at school? Anyways, I don't know what to talk about, but maybe I shouldn't be telling you that. Maybe I should be telling you how great this school year has been and how much personal growth I've gone through. Then maybe I'd give you some examples in order for you to possibly relate to. BUT MAYBE, I should stop doing what people expect me to do. What everyone wants me to do. You can laugh at what I'm about to say, but I believe I've being being to nice. Maybe I need to find myself before I even say anything but how would I do that if I can't even express myself in my own ways? Honestly, isn't that what a blog is about. Having the ability to express whatever opinion you have, even if it's not exactly what everyone wants to hear? My whole life, I've always been working to please someone in a higher power. You know what? I don't even know, this entire second paragraph was written to just waste your time. Give me some music. Why am I not listening to anything right now? OK. Better now. I love myself some soothing beats (: